And a Top O' The Mornin to Ya Me Lass

I will make sure to tell you if I read anything on you. I am jsut now tapping into my abilities and I regret that I shut the door on them. I have such a strong mind that I know how to turn them on and off. It was so painful when I was a little girl and I didn't know how to turn them off. It still can be painful and that is why I think I shut down and get out for a long time. Mentally it can wear you out. When the door opens everything wants to come in. I am stronger and I will control it this time. I do sense something from you. I wish that you would not worry so much. I wish that I could put peace in your heart completely and fully. I wish I could make you not tear everything into pieces thinking and worrying. I will light a candle for peace to surround you. You should sleep better and feel better. Close your eyes and you will feel it.

When you go on this trip the word white shows a sense of purity. Roses in this case shows that there will be friendship and platonic love and spirits have habitations which appear quite like those which are in the world, and-what is a secret each and all things that appear in their habitations are significative of spiritual things; for they flow forth from the spiritual things which are in heaven, and which are consequently in their minds. Communications of truth with good are there presented to view by means of doors, and conjunctions by means of door-posts, and other things by the rooms themselves, by the courts, by the windows, and by the various adornments. That this is so, a man at this day, especially one who is merely natural, cannot believe, because such things are not manifest to the senses of the body. Nevertheless that such things were seen by the prophets when their interiors had been opened into heaven, is evident from the Word. They have also been perceived and seen by me a thousand times. I have moreover frequently heard them say, when their thoughts were in communication with me, that the doors of their rooms were opened, and when they did not communicate, that they were closed. A door and a door-post signify communication and conjunction.  The word people meant that the people there and you guys may not be able to express fully all of the time, but don't think that they are just ignoring Wayne. He has to give effort and weather if they pay attention or not which I am sure they will give him a glimmer of hope it would not matter because you both will be at peace, my intrapsychic reading of the word conflict is only the conflict that exists between forces within the self only and not real in existance, the word worry in this case means there is going to be no rush here, no time contraints, no worry, the word peace meant that this journey will bring you both peace, situations develop to the extreme they naturally turn round so the word round means that the situation will be extreme and from my readings it should end up for the better, the automatic writing of a girl and a woman means that there is the presense of them however I do not believe that anyone will show up to your face, the meaning of the word circle cbrings everything together in unison. I know my readings can be hard to understand, but I am rusty right now. I will pray and read the meanings again and again. I need to cross over. Either way your trip will be good and safe. You and them will enjoy the occasion for sure and things will change. Doors will open in all aspects.

I am tapping into my abilities so they are here, but I am not really confident on them right now. I know it will be peaceful when you go there. I see a white door, something with roses on in it or roses (which real roses would be hard to see outside in the weather), people there are worried about conflict but will be surprised that there is peace, I see a girl that becomes a woman, I see something round a circle. Over all I know that the trip will go fine. I think that Wayne will not be ignored, especially because he is going to show effort. I do know that someone is showing up, but my images are not clear right now. I will meditate on it today, maybe even take a knap to see what my dreams tell me. I will get back to you as I know you need more direct answers. I have to read into them. I did automatice writing naturally I needed to grab a pen and paper so I know that my readings were tapped in some sort of way. I wrote the words: white, roses, door, people, conflict, worry, peace, girl, woman, round, and circle. I have done automatic writing since I was a little girl and it always meant something. I just woke up, but when I read your question my hands got hot and that is a sign that I was already tapping into it. I didn't ask for it to do that. It either does or it doesn't. I think because we are so close that it does right now. I know that they all know that you guys are coming and they will turn up or even be nosey and pass by. Over all it will be peaceful. I will think about this more as I wake up and write you later. Hugs to ya!

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I am so glad that you enjoy your job! That is so good to hear! Well, be careful on your trip to Tenerife. Don't ever worry about asking me anything. You are not nosey at all. I consider you a dear friend of mine and like a sister to me. I am still going good with the hubby and we live in the same place. I feel so blessed to be back and I have really missed you alot! I will never leave this site again. That was really stupid. I just got busy in life and cancelled it without thinking of you like I should have. I am over joyed getting to chat with you again! More than you will ever know! I got a job offer at a doctor's office hear in Katy, so hopefully it will come through for me. I went to a bible store today and they asked me to apply online to work with them and they introduced me to the store manager. What a blessing things have been lately. Oh, yeah I almost forgot. I quit my job on November 17, 2009. The car dealership I worked for was one of the places that General Motors decided to close out of the 2,600 that they said they would have to cut back on. There were alot of layoffs and alot of pressure. I was doing over 7 jobs and I was having to be the courier for the title work and to distribution center to drop off our courthouse reports. It takes 30 minutes alone just to get to the courthouse without traffic and my boss expected me to go to both places and be back in less than an hour to answer the phones at 10am. I got pulled over by a cop at 9:55 am one exit away from my job because I was so upset that my boss would be mad at me for not making it on time. Especially because I didn't want to give her a reason to fire me also. I was an idiot and I know it is ultimately my responsibilty to be a safe driver and I feel bad that I made such a stupid mistake like that. I should have never went over the speed limit like that just because of my job, but I thought okay I am one exit away and I have 5 minutes to get in that chair to answer the phones. I hit the gas pedal down and didn't think of the speed I just felt that I was going faster. I was clocked going 94 miles an hour. How stupid of me! The cop pulled me over and over the loud speaker he told me to put my hands where he could see them. I rolled down the window and put them in the air. He pulled his gun out and pointed it at me from his patrol car all the way until he got to me. He continued to point the gun at me and I just started crying. It was horrifying looking down the barrel of his gun and know that it is a hair trigger and loaded. He apologized for pulling his weapon on me. He said the speed I was going he didn't know if I was a man or a woman, if the car was stolen, or what my intentions were. I understood and I apologized to him. I went to work after he wrote me the ticket and to cut this long story as short as possible when I got back I told them what happened and my boss was still rude to me like the normal way she was always. She didn't even consider the fact that I was upset or what had just happened to me. I must have snapped when that gun was pointed at me, because she started saying something to me after being rude for a while and I looked at her and said to her not to say one more word to me that I quit and I am not her employee anymore. I grabbed my things and took my shoes off and walked out. It was a long time coming anyway. The whole atmosphere was negative and they were all mean to me whenever they felt like it. Well I am sorry for writing so long, but I wanted to tell you the reason why I quit my job. I may be unemployed, but peace of mind is priceless. I send you my love as always!!!! My dear dear friend!!!!!!

Oh my goodness! I have missed you sooooo much girlfriend! I have not really been doing anything significant. Just living and been unemployed since November of 2009. I have applied at well over 150 jobs to no avail! It is so good to be back! Tell me the scoop! How have you been? I swear you are like my best friend! I am so sorry to disappear like that. It is very rude and I apologize over and over again! I send my love your way and lots of big warm hugs!