Castles,

in 2001 i had a chance to travel to germany for 2 weeks i was lucky as in my brotherinlaw at the time worked fro the government and he was a guide for me and translator he had asked what it was i wanted to explore so for the next 2 weeks we went to every possible castle and some that normal people could never see.

the castles there are haunted by many spirits the storys and truths i learned while i was there one i wish i could remember the name but in the outer watch tower i recall the spiral stairs leading down to the celer the strong emotional feeling i got descending when reaching the bottom there was a glass case with the remains of a night from back in 650 ad at that same castle there was what i had thought was a well covered by bars then i learned it wasnt a well at alll what they used it for in the 650 700 ad was they litterally threw people in there to meet there doom of death.

at another castle there was in the bottom a torture room with all the devices unearthed and discovered threw the years and then the guide discribed how they would torment and torture people in the days from stretching them between horses and iron masks and mace thats the mace with the spikes in it they would beat peole with from beheadings to so many things i have a photo of a picture showing how they did this i will post as soon as i find it .

what it taught me was the why so many spirits are still here on this earthly plane and why they are so nagry at times i could write a book on all i learned there in 2 weeks but will leave that for a later date.

i had also the pleasure of watching the history channel the other day and they were speaking of all the hidden cities and chambers deep below churches and places from italy then chicago and so many other places. many say why am i bringing this up i will say that when out exploring and investagating you cant just go on modern day eventsayou have to look in the past deep in the past as far as you can go not just on the place of the haunting but the area which this haunting may occur and dont rely to much on historians i have found that they are often wrong they are helpfull but 9 out of 10 that i have worked with had information that wasnt dated properly and left out so many details.

so when out there dealing with the spirits and ghost do your best to get as much info the clothing they where if you are able to be gifted enough to see it any information often spirits will dress and look as the way they did when we last saw them here on earth.

a good example is the investagation i did before the snow flew i had found that it was a family owned cemetery and that the gentleman whom was maintaining for the family and myself has saw a shadowed figure one that had a long coat and hat after having help from my wife a very gifted psychic medium pet communicator we were able to determine it was a long forgotten relative of the family that owned the place and he was a confederate soldier he wasnt there to harm anyone but after finding out whom he was and that he was there to thank the family for continuing to maintain the burrial sites. there was 17 soldiers burried there along with other family members here they are all related.

so every chance you have to look deep in the past of a haunted place or spirts leave no stone unturned many times you will find answers other times you may come on dead ends but it always helps to get the spirit to cross over to the other side. and sometimes thats not the case they may have already crossed over and in that case see if you can help figure out the why and what they need .

well its a new year and 2008 was a bad year on my end wife still battling her cancer my loss of job and so many down falls the loss of my step daughters gram and the recent loss of my uncle whom passed 2 days ago. i try and make it in here as much as i can and really wish i could comment backto all my great friends as i have said before my friends have helped me more than they know and i am forever grateful to have yous as friends without your support i really think i would have a hard time battling my wifes illness from insurance problems to the flights to philly and driving every 2 weeks 2 hours to fly and becoming a plane and hotel specialist lol feels that way its pretty bad when you go to an airport and people who work the planes and stands know you by name or when you go to the motel and they know you by name and ask if there is naything special they can do for you while others are going hmm who is this person. i laugh at it but inside i am so torn knowing my wifes days are numbered and taking it a day at a time.

one good thing about losing my job is it gives me quaility time with my wife befor she pass's which will make it harder in the end but we cant control what the big guy upstairs has in store for us. often times i wish my last near death ws just that the last even though i know what is on the other side and its beauty and peace and no pain or suffering im not ready and after 3 near deaths i am still looking for why they keep sending me back for more hurt and sadness.

i wont speak on religion because so many versions out there the one bible says this another says that and blah blah blah i will fall back  on my i believe there is a superior power however i have a hard time with so many versions of religion and bibles its a good book but to many versions. ill stop there anyhow have a great weekend time to pack up for yet another trip to philly for another treatment for the wife wishing you all peace and happiness and love and light

messages from the light

Dr steve

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2008 wrap up
Well first let me say thank you to all my wonderful friends here for being so supportive in these times .

This year was a very difficult one losing a wonderful uncle to cancer which goes with a small story from his priest when my uncle had passed away we were called to his home when we were their we had calle dthe priest and the priest had said I just saw tony 15 minutes ago in the back of the church where he always is and then he waved well then we had told the priest that what he had seen was uncles spirit as uncle passed an hour earlier the priest was in shock and during the wake he made mention of how uncle had came and saw him before passing over.

On the paranormal side of things this is an awesome event also this year we had created a new paranormal group which is becoming to be an awesome dedicated group we help a paranormal round table to help others understand the other side and the spiritual world and how if getting into the field it isn’t always pleasant and dangers can arise .

We found the little girl in the hospital which knows of the existence however being a catholic run hospital refuse to assist her in passing over I did what I could. Also the little boy at my sisters home has gone to the light he had fallen down the stairs in the home years back and this was the first time anyone helped him.

We did numerous investigations and aided all that we could. Went out and also blessed and cleansed several homes .

We added a new member to our family whom has become my pride and joy my little 2 year old king Charles spaniel she has medical problems and we rescued her and gave her a home and I couldn’t be prouder.

Recently my step daughters gram passed which was just 2 days ago and having to explain to an 8 year old that their favorite grandmother had passed is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do.

And of course my loving wife with her lung cancer and the loss of my day job. With my wife I pray each nite for a miracle and yes I believe in miracles her treatments are showing little signs of improvement but I will take little over none it hads been a very rough road this year has the job I don’t worry about I will take a month or so and regroup and take care of my wife and do all I can to help her get better.

I have spent a few weeks this year with the native American elders I have as friends and learned more as they are such a great inspiration in my life along with their vast knowledge of the other side and my ancestral ways  .

So much more has gone on this year  but I just wanted to touch on some I would like to take a second and offer blessings of love and light from my heart to all my friends here I am not here to try and make a name or recognition or ask you to go to some other site I enjoy helping those with questions an sharing what I have learned to assist others . I am blessed with such fantastic friends with that said I hope each and everyone of you had a great Christmas and that your new year will be prosperous and may 2009 be a fantastic better year for each and every one of you.

Thank you so much
Messages from the light
Wishing you all love and light
Live like you were dying
And I will see you on the other side
God speed
Dr Steve DM

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well even though i was and still am taking a break from things due to wifes illness and just last week losing my job because i brought in doctors notes and took time off to be with my wife during her cancer fight. ok shadow boy

as i sat yesterday i recieved a call from my little sister whom moved a few months back she was concerned with what was happing at her new place as the last few days she was havinga  little visitor i call him shadow boy what a little turd i must say. she had awaoke 3 nights ago to a voice of a child around 2 am thinking it was her small child she woke and said get in bed here with mom well when she looked it was the figure of a spirit boy child. she arose and alarmed turned on teh light and then went and checked on her 2 children whom were fast asleep.

well the next day as she was sitting in living room she saw the boy yet again on the stair way and kind of playing peek a boo well she knows what she needs to do but needed advice from bug brother so we spent a good hour on the phone discussing things and again last night as we had spoke the little boy showed again calling her mommy. well this will require a visit but in the mena time i assured her that the boy wasnt harmful but definatley needed some assurance and assistance.

i had asked her to take some photos and try and get some audio and which questions to ask as i questioned her and her roomy whom also so the boy and heard foot steps. i did find out a few things the home was an early 1800 home and when she had moved in there was an very old chest in teh basement in the corner as we discussed the chest is when the little boy was calling her mommy well the trunk was there when she had moved ina nd she had recently over the last week moved it up into the living room as a coffe table as it was a nice piece of furnature anyways what i also found out is inside the trunk was boys clothes hmmmmm.

so i did explaie to her for the hundredth time in her life that antique things can carry spirits that back in the late 1700's early 1800 mid 1800 they did indeed drive spirits into objects ie the trunk what i did pick up as we conversed on teh phone was that the little boys name is adam anthony or andrew i wont know until i am able to get there and correspond also i had the feling very strong feeling that this boy had fallen down the steps in the house so off i go into the wild and have to dig up what i can on the house and check the piece which if i am correct is a very old trunk from teh horse and buggy days.

i had asked her to take many photos and send them so i am hoping that she will be able to capture some good evidance on this and see what else i can find out. so in the mean time i am back to taking care of the wife and hoping that her having to have chemo every 2 weeks now will help i kno wthat the drugs have made her change as a person and really pray that she will be cured. however lung cancer has a very small chance of survival especially in teh late stages.

so with all that said may all of you have a great christmas may your new years be blessed also me i am grateful for eacj of you whom have sent me commenst and i am sorry i cant get back to all that have but please know that i appricaiate all teh prayers and kindness had i not had them i would probably have lost my dang mind going trew this has been tough my family hasnt been very supportive other tha to call once in a blue moon and my 2 children have distanced themselves from me and wife at this time my son i believe its because he totaled my car lat month but still he coudl give dad a little relief by listening.

funny this life of ours puts us threw so many things often putting so much on ou=r shoulders that we feel like screaming and colap[sing me i am numb to the world right now but my friends your kindness has been felt and i wish to thank all of you you know who you are for the prayers and kindness and words of encouragement it is an honor to have each of you as a friend i couldnt do it with out all the support and thank god for friends without them i would be insane right now. ok all my friends have a great holiday season may god bless you all i shall never wish what i am going threw on anyone it is something i wish no one has to endure.

 i shall remain strong in my heart because my friends here have cared enough to listen and give me stretghs to continue my journey and with all that said thank you

steve

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i call it the laughter as it is funny.

have you ever noticed that when you start speaking about doing paranormal investagations that people look at you funny or walk away and look back as if you are the plague.

i have seen so many times when i speak of my hobby people kinda get quite yes there are several that go really aw wow so cool your like taps lol hecks no not like taps i have been doing much longer i will vreadit taps for making peole aware that the other side exists and some things cant be explained other than paranormal they are a good group of guys whom have open the eyes of many.

but i just thought it was funny as the company i am currently working for the one owner and i bumped into each other when i was heading out to a location to investagate and he asked where i was headed i told him he went hugh whats that his 12 year old said you know dad like taps he said oh  cool i didnt know you did that guess he wasnt aware of what his employees do after hours lol.

so i went on and told him i also produce and edit all my wifes tv shows and events well maybe a mistake there looks like i am getting elected to put together a new video on his buisness which is fine by me however wait tell he gets the bill then i can laugh all the way to the bank.

so anyhow i thought i would throw out this blog to see if anyone had any interesting storys to share about the looks or comments that they may have gotten.

my favorite was i had a sign guy who does graphics find out what my wife does and i and funny he called me up i was thinking he had the quote for me when he said sir i am so sorry but i dont believe in what you do and in what your wife does and i cant do the sign. i just chuckled and laughed it off and said ok thats fine your loss not mine. i did find a guy to do her and my office sign alot cheaper anyhow and he actually said anytime i needed an extra camera or video let him know.

ok folks im done flapping away now so lets here those funny comments i think the looks are the best or how people condeem us for trying to prove existance of the other side.

dr steve

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Ok Im not going to reroute you to some other website or ad you to some email list or garbage like that what i am going to do is try and explain why people are Atheist its actually a simple thing.

see many times people have pounded into to their heads a certain religion and god forbid if they dont follow that the become condemed and are called sinners. each religion has its own belief system atheist just believe in a differant way of things that have happened some did have a religion at one time but their faith let them down at one point in their life so they lost faith in a higher power.

i myself am a universialist what is that well in my belief all religions are welcome those that believe and those that dont . often times many feel let down they pray ask and nothing happens. but is it true that nothing happens maybe maybe not it may be that the thing they are praying for has to happen to make the person or persons stronger and wiser.

myself in life i have experianced so much more than the average yogi bear . i have read so many versions of the bible its funny each religion has its own way of putting things. and as i told my brother once ok yes you have the bible but really did the person who translated it do it properly.

i know myself i have been ordained since 2000 and i have had the opertunity to speak with priests monks bishops reverands and all of the such many didnt believe in life after death or that spirits could talk but when i sat and i told them that in their very bible it states jesus died 3 days later he rose again and he spoke to the people hmmm how that had changed their minds when put into perspective as such.

anyways what happens is people do believe in their hearts but they dont want someone else telling them how to live their life or that they need to donate x amount of money to a parish.

so is it a wonder why people lose the faith and stop beliving. i walked in the same desert in egypt that mosses and jesus walked in i was rebaptized in gebal hanza egypt spent 2 months there learned alot. and one thing is people dont need to go to church to believe or have faith.

see when it comes down to it i dont care what religion you may be because when jesus was around he didnt need a church or building to preach and he didnt ask people to donate money. i am sorry if this may be harsh truth words religion is a subject that can spark many off on a vengance.

with all that said it is up to you as an individual to practice what ever you may believe in faith or none you are human and noone has the right to judge you for what ever you may be.

ok folks i just had to throw that out there food for thought i guess once again may you all have a wonderful safe and happy christmas and new years and may the great spirit that is what i call the big guy as i am native american. watch over each and every one of you.

and i can say one last thing life is short at times so live like you were dying

love and light and messages from the light

Dr. Steve

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hello my friends yes it is me lol. ok yes considering all i have been going threw the wifes cancer my son totaling my car my daughter totaling her car blah blah blah a whole heck of alot. with all that said.

Ok what i would like to say is that this is the season where many of us will experiance signs from the other side from our loved ones whom have passed after many years of studying i find that during major holidays our loved ones do all they can to try and let us know they are there.

some of the signs could be large orbs in photos some have said they have seen thier loved ones during the holidays i have.

often it may be a song that they loved maybe the lights flikering . watch for the coins often loved ones leave coins several mediums as my wife and many others call this sign pennys from heavan.

to step it up on that coin thing check the dates on the coins i shall give an example

say a coins date may be oh 1975 is it a year someone passed  or maybe by simply adding the numbers 1 9 7 5 equals 22 or maybe 4 when added further i have found that many many times the dates are significant.

a friend of mine called me the other day and told me a story he recieved a pallet full of new material upon unrapping the material he found a brand new pocket knife on the top on the pocket knife was a engraved date the date that was engraved was the same day my friends father had passed away. know many would say bs but it isnt Bs the other side gives us signs.

it is up to us to understand the signs from the other side. remember even though someone may pass they are never forgoten often times they take a piece of our hearts with them.

i write this in tribute to my mother whom passed away dec 22 1975 i was 15 at the time and my mom and dad were divorced but my mom on several ocassions has shown the signs from the other side.

with all that said i hope this may open peoples eyes i wish each and every one here a happy safe holiday season may the big guy upstairs watch over you all and to all my fantastic friends old and new whom have given me strentgh to continue to stand by my wife and her fight against the lung cancer she has thank you thank you for your prayers and kind words.

i apolagize for not blogging as much and not being around here as often as i would like but due to the fight and treatments my wife is going threw and raising a 8 year old and 5 grown children it gets difficult.

your comments and prayers have given me strentgh to stay sain and strong to keep fighting with my wife yes there are times when i throw my hands in the air angry at the world because of what has happened at the same time i have let go and let God our maker decide i cant change the world i can only live in it and try my best to make it a better place.

with all that said have a safe and happy holiday

Dr steve

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well this wont be a long blog i just want to put this out there doing paranormal and working with sopirits while in a depressed state is a bad idea as you are physically down and your guard is down which could leave to negatives attaching themselves to you and feeding off your energy.

with that said i have had to put a few investagations on hold due to my wifes cancer it is hard to keep a good frame of mind so i am allowing others to do them and call me for advice. ontop of that while in philly last week my son totaled my car by shearing off a telephone poll then hitting atree head on funny though his guardians protected him he doesnt remember what happened but he also doesnt have a scracth on him i will have to post a few picks of how bad it was i thank the big guy upstairs for that.

ontop of that while we were in philly someone robbed our house and 7 hours after my son had his accident his sister wrecked and totaled her car she didnt get hurt either. so you see now why i am saying that it would not be a good thing for me to be out at this point doing research and helping investagate.

i will throw out a little good news the dr had said that after the first treatment he has notced a little shrinkage which is good well all my great friends thank you for your well wishes and kindness at this time it has helped me stay strong i may not be able to comment back to all but thank you so much for the kindness.

so if all is well on your end lets get busy and find those spirits and help them pass over wishing all god speed and sepecial thanks to the great friends that have been checking up on me.

dr steve

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Ok well on halloween at midnite we were able to be with a local radio station in our area as my wife works with them so we did an investagation at the old hotel it is a very interesting place. several paranormal groups have been there .

now the only problem with this time was they had ahaunted house up until midnite where they were raising funds. anyhow way to many people. there was another group there from anotherradio station and i have to say it was interesting as in 2 groups not badgering but sharing stories and working together. they had only a certain area of the hotel as we had the abilities and did so to go threw out the entire motel.

now i had a team of 5 people along with my wife as most here know is a gifted medium and psychic we only had a small occcurance where we had locked a door and went  into another area but 15 minutes later the door wa unlocked and one of our other investagators came in . and no one unlocked the door he came threw he said it was open and 2 people checked to make sure it was locked,

the findings well we are going threw photos audio was to difficult as way to many people inmotel drunk and wandering around it was hard to get any good audio as they the hotel were allowing people to stay there in the eve.

i will say that another group was there 3 weeks prior telling the owner evil was there my wife myself and the others in my group along with the other group found no evil felt no evil or saw any evil happenings alot of it just mad eup by people.

i will go threw photos and what little audio we can salvage from all the comotion if any and if anything found write a follow up blog.

as far as my wifes wellness she is getting by there are many momenst that i have a very hard time with her illness due to sudden change in moods in her from meds and the chemo doing a number on her but she and i are both fighters i am trying to be strong and keep her fighting i want to thank all who have sent me kind comments and well wishes it is tough and those and you know whom you are that have taken the time to help lift my spirits thank you from my heart really appriciate it as the kind words give me strentgh and hope

ok hope all had a great hallow ween and take care

Doc

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tribute to a friend

  I Wrote this  i posted it here because i have since heard from my friend on the other side.often it is situations like this that leave us a spirit on this side that needs help passing over

Tribute to a friend

Looking for a friend is often tough,
Kind words thoughts, hugs is that enough,
Friends are people we need most of all,
They are there for us when we call,

Friends bring you up when you are down,
They turn it to a smile when you frown,

Friends listen with an open ear,
Friends are the ones, who we always want near,

Friends listen when you fall on your face,
They lift you up and give you that needed space,

They share your life threw thick and thin,
Friend's give you hope to start again,
Friends are there to share the happiness in your heart,
They are there to lift you when a sadness of someone who had to part.

I had a friend who stood by me and guided me threw tough times in my life,
Taught me to love to cherish and not to strife,
A friend is someone who stands by you in all your needs,
Shares their thoughts and daily deeds,
They help lift you up when you are down,
Make you see when you have been acting like a clown.

Friends share things the good and bad,
They stand by you whether you're happy or sad,

If we all took our time to open our hearts,
We'd see that we have a friend somewhere who once had to depart.
The person we need in our life from day to day,
Someone who listens doesn't anger and says hey,

I myself and thankful I have had some friends in my life,
I even lost one one night in New York to a stab of a knife.

That friend was a special friend to me,
We grew together threw life and made moments in history,
So what is this all leading up to you ask and I say,
If you have someone whom you want as a friend take the time to send a smile his or her way.



If you have a friend that's close at heart,
Let them know how you feel when they leave and depart,
Give them a hug and let them know,
Its because they are there for you that your smile does glow.

If someone reaches out to you don't be so mean,
They to may need a friend to help so it may seem,
Be thankful for the friends you have,
When all of this is down and said,
You should be thankful of your friends before they are dead,
Trust me I know cause I did not see,
The knife that took my friends life as they stood next to me.

Friends
Dr. Steve Hodack

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